How It Feels To Lose A Best Friend?
Behind The Scenes
Behind The Scenes: How It Feels To Lose A Best Friend?
A Piece From K
This post is from my old blog. I wrote this post a couple months after my brother passed. So this is raw emotions and feelings 2 months after his passing. A moment I barely remember 3 years later. That 1st year felt almost like a dream. How it went so fast. It almost felt like I was just going through the motions. A out of body feeling. I never grieved until I lost my brother. Only time death and I shared the same space. This post below is how I felt. In the more pieces of K section below, is a link to the Smacked Day Pack for my Stoner Merch store. This pack is dedicated to my brother. Every design is a piece of him. This is just the 1st of many packs. This is the 1st pack of 2 dedicated to my brother this year. The second pack will be delivered on his birthday, the new Smacked Day, July 20th. For now, enjoy the post.
Behind The Scenes: How It Feels To Lose A Best Friend?
Hey world. This post is the behind the scenes of losing a best friend. If you have been through something like this, then leave advice if you wish in the comments. Or tell me how it was? Also sorry for your loss as well. Here we go.
Losing a best friend is one of the worst feelings in the world. Every memory ever shared replays in your head over and over. Your dreams are reserved for memories y’all were yet to share. Every mishap brings the question of what would they have advised if they were alive.
Throughout life, you never think you can lose your best friend. Your right-hand man. Your brother. You never think they’ll ever be gone until it happens. Birthday’s become a reminder that they're no longer here. Sometimes I hear his voice in my head and the tears exit my eyelids. This feeling is the worst thing I felt because I can’t do anything to bring him back. All I can do is hold on to the memories.
My best friend's birthday passed recently, and it was so different. The feeling set in that he’s gone. I don’t share too much personal about him cause he was a private person. But one thing he did was stay to himself sometimes. The good thing about that is sometimes it feels like he just not answering his phone. His birthday made that dream disappear. How we all gathered without him made the elephant appear in the room. I miss him every day. Often when I write, I end up crying because he’s always the subject.
The only thing that has enhanced since is my grind. I’m just going harder for everything. He was one of my biggest supporters. So I go harder for the both of us. I hustle for 2 now. LLBW.
More Pieces Of K
Purchase some Stoner Fashion and Art from my merch Store, dedicated to my Brother. Every design is another piece of him. His style, his motto, his life. In clothing and art posters. Support, SmackedLifeSociety.Store
Check out my new Spoken Word On All Streaming Platforms. Titled “Heaven” by K. Exum. A single dedicated to my late brother who passed away in 2022. I decided to release a Spoken Word for him the day he passed 3 years later.
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New Smacked Life Society A.I Anthem Out Now! In honor of Smacked Day! Which will be July 20th 2025. The official Smacked Day! Another pack of clothes will be released that day.